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When Destiny Takes Over: Athrun x Cagalli (Part IV)



The amount of support and feedback I received for the latest (and overall) AsuCaga analysis was phenomenal! Thank you for the kind words as they are the best motivation to finish the series. I couldn't get this up earlier since I was waiting for resources that, unfortunately, didn't come through but I'm grateful of your patience. At the same time, I was trying to learn how to make GIFs...that failed nicely. Stills will have to do for now.

Without further ado, let's begin the last part of this analysis. The only disclaimer I have here is that this post is much more image & text heavy than my other posts. At this point in the series, please keep in mind that Athrun and Cagalli begin to walk on their separate paths so despite the fact that they are closer in distance physically, they are on two different levels politically.  

In the last article, I ended with Athrun's unconventional - and repetitive - return to the Archangel. He was cared for by Cagalli, as was noted by AsuCaga fanboy Kira, and Meyrin was looked after by Miriallia. Athrun's been the focus of this manifesto of sorts for obvious reasons but let's talk more in depth about my favourite girl in the SEED series: Ms. Cagalli Yula Attha.



This was a lovely edit from one of the official Director's Concept AMVs because it portrayed Cagalli's mindset perfectly throughout Destiny. The left-Cagalli is in the shade whereas the one on the right is facing the light but both are surrounded by flowers, which is a nice touch.

I'm happy the video ended on this image since she didn't receive much screen time on the show. Although, there was a lot of compensation for demoting her character to secondary in the form of official images and videos. It was sad that it took a lot of edits from the studio to be able to give her character some justice for the Special and Remastered editions. From hesitant & immature to confident & independent, I'm going to go over the details that made her so and you can form your opinion of whether or not a relationship was viable at this point in her life.

The only media source that depicted her character perfectly was The Edge. Cagalli's characterization and tribulations were perfectly shown with this cover image:


Shinn was her Guilt and Uzumi was her Ideals. Not a great combination, especially with Uzumi's suicide, eh?

Without a doubt, the manner of Uzumi's death was terrible in Gundam SEED in comparison to Fllay's & Lacus' fathers death. The reason I say terrible was because he chose it. The last scene they have together in real-time highlighted the fact that she took him for granted and decided to be headstrong child (which is difficult for a politician) instead of working towards a harmonious relationship. His death does coincide with the traditional Japanese honour system as he chose to sacrifice himself for Orb instead of living for his daughter - it was a community vs. individualism decision here. Therefore, his death can be considered honourable. It was of interest that Uzumi and Patrick's death reappeared in Destiny more so than the others, showing the impact their values had on their children.

To stress the significance of this honourable death and the effect it had on Cagalli, it was mentioned over and over that she was daddy's little girl. But not necessarily in a direct way. Take a look at what her driving factor was in Destiny:



It wasn't often we saw Cagalli alone, without Kira or Athrun so I appreciated this moment. She was at a point  in leadership where she was reminded that she wasn't a child and needed to mature. Her preferred method of handling things wasn't working anymore. These were similar words her daddy tried to ingrain in her.

In a show that heavily depended on romantic relationships - Shinn & Stellar's bond wasn't flushed out as a sibling relation until the remastered version was released so I don't count them - Uzumi & Cagalli's relationship was refreshing. It wasn't Athrun that was her priority, as seen when she missed breakfast with him in an early episode, it was her country solely because her father entrusted it to her. She knew about her biological parents, their backgrounds as well, knew Kira was her brother but didn't maintain a healthy relationship with him, as Kira alluded to after kidnapping her from her wedding, yet her adoptive father's legacy was what she chose to commit her essence to. I strongly suspect if Uzumi was still around, she'd be training to become a better pilot and fighter instead of refining her skills as a politician. Choice and freedom existed during his rule and Cagalli benefited from it.

Throughout the show, Uzumi's and Cagalli's relationship was touched on in passive ways, most notably through background songs in scenes in which Cagalli and Uzumi parted & when Cagalli piloted Akatsuki for the first time.

The translated lyrics to Akatsuki no Kuruma can be found here and I completely disagree with those who say this is an AsuCaga song. It wasn't. It was a Cagalli & Uzumi song - the lyrics were so damn depressing and reflected what she must have felt when losing her sole parent.



Since Uzumi's deah was heroic, it weighed on her for two years. It was the beginning of a guilt cycle for Cagalli because in all honesty, how the hell does an 18 year old compare to someone with years of experience, confidence and ingrained beliefs to the point of dying for them? Instead of spending more time at home and learning diplomacy and politics from her father, Cagalli desired to be part of the action; as mentioned before, she had the luxury of freedom while Uzumi lived. The last choice she had was to pilot Strike Rouge in the final war in SEED, a decision I'm sure Kisaka regretted.

So how does someone adapt from a life of choice to one without, especially when being a hot head was in their nature? Without the guidance of experienced politicians? Kisaska was great in military hence a great adviser in regards to strategy, Erica was phenomenal in areas of innovation but where was her political guide? 

Athrun Zala, who joined the militia at 16 because of his mother's unfortunate death? Good God no. He was a soldier at the end of the day, that's what he knew.

As I've mentioned before, Kira was her rock, doubling as a faithful adviser but even he was slightly idealistic in his beliefs, proven when Captain Todaka said that the Archangel would eventually find the right way. Kira also questioned a few times whether what they did was right. His development came from Lacus, who was politically minded, and from his position of being the third party. If anyone noticed, Lacus wasn't heavily involved in Cagalli's battle aside from providing her generic advise. I felt it was because she didn't know Orb's policies nor had any reason to prior to her failed assassination attempt. She was given the backseat so Cagalli's advisers came in the form of Kira and Murrue, mostly Kira as he proved the two years with Lacus was what he needed. He provided his sister of the emotional and physical reassurance she needed that was given to him two years ago and he became respected among the Orb military as well:



    


Who else had stood up for her thus far? 

For this reason alone, my love for Kira x Cagalli was rekindled. Although he supported her to no end, eventually he'd have to let go of her hand. The turning point in her character came in the Last Battle of Orb. It was finally time for her to stand on her own two feet and make difficult decisions. It was a foreshadowing of - potentially - decades to come.

The guilt and insecurity she held onto needed to be released as well since they were a massive obstacle to confidence. When she received the Akatsuki, she finally received the closure she needed to hear from her father - to be happy. If hearing your parent's encouraging voice after two years didn't alleviate the guilt you've been harbouring for thinking yourself as a shitty leader, then surely nothing else will. She had been holding onto Athrun's ring for so long because that too was a choice and I think she kept it because she felt the only sliver of happiness could come from him. He was her unexpected variable and she could keep him. Since Uzumi gave her 'permission' to be happy, I feel she learned that Athrun didn't have to be her only source of happiness and that she had to let him go for the moment.

This scene was phenomenally crafted and provided justice to Cagalli's character and journey. This was the last we see her cry so forcefully and I felt it to be a bittersweet ending to the confusion and frustration she underwent in the majority of the series.



Here's a video for nostalgia's sake.



The background that played was Honoo no Tobira, a song I can only associate with Cagalli. It was much more optimistic than Akatsuki no Kuruma and spoke to the bond between father and daughter - he'd always be with her no matter what. Returning momentarily to The Edge cover, I hope that the average reader can appreciate the awakened Cagalli it depicted: a sombre Uzumi, Ideals, and an angry Shinn, Guilt, turn their back to the vibrant and bold Cagalli. They couldn't hold her down anymore.

Again, it was important that Kira wasn't on Earth at this moment because it proved Cagalli had finally achieved confidence on her own. It also gave Erica and Kisaka a chance to come to her. She could read the situation - circumstances that needed a proper General Commander with a combination of an authoritative and charismatic nature. I'm sure the soldiers of Orb couldn't have been happier to have her back. I mean, they only expressed their happiness verbally and all. Considering the professionalism of Orb's military, especially when compared to ZAFT's militia and Atlantic Federation of hiding a terrorist, their verbal favouritism of Cagalli was kind of a big deal. In SEED, she was giving orders, though faulty, during the attack on Orb. These soldiers definitely trusted her and under her now efficient orders, Orb wouldn't burn like before. There would be no more like the tragic Shinn.

Of everyone on the show, I feel she was the most patriotic character. She was true to her country over and over, despite being informally exiled. But she's back and ready to go, with her father's blessing.



The Battle of Orb was quite a milestone for not only Cagalli but Athrun as well. I always find it intriguing that when it came to Athrun and his identity, it was Lacus that spoke the necessary words, In Destiny, this scene nearly paralleled the one to Athrun's awakening in Gundam SEED. Then, she was much more forceful and used her own words but here, she understood Athrun had gone through enough to comprehend who he was. He just needed that push.



This scene concluded Athrun's cognitive dissonance in a few minutes. Lacus paralleled Durandel's words to Athrun except she represented true choice instead of manipulation. This was made obvious with Athrun's minor flashbacks in the remastered edition. To remove choice was Durandel's true goal and Athrun & Cagalli constantly proved that being truly human can be difficult. The scene also reminded the audience that Lacus had the same skill set as Durandel, the difference being that she chose to use her skills for the good fight. Something Athrun could finally do now that the rosy glass was gone and he had a better picture of reality.

Lacus' push was what Athrun needed as he had been persecuted for choosing the Archangel and defecting from Zaft not too long ago. Although Orb wasn't his country, it was Cagalli's and his new home. It wasn't made clear but I believe that he made the decision to stay in Orb at this point. Again, it wasn't his country but it was where the most important people to him were and where his heart wanted to be - among those he loved and cared for. In both series, he was always the last one to join the fray but when he did, things truly became better in the long run.

So now he knew who he was, thanks to Lacus. She said he was Athrun and really, only he knew what that meant. Durandel took advantage of his solider mindset, of needing to be given orders but with everything that happened until then, Athrun came to a few realizations. At that moment, Kira was fighting solo against Rey and Shinn, two of the biggest threats. He would fight the good fight, like he always wanted to do. Eff his injuries. During his launch scene at the end of episode 41, we finally saw the awakened Athrun Zala.



Another aspect of Episode 41 to be admired was the cinematography. The juxtaposition in the latter half showed the progression of both characters beautifully, more so in Athrun's favour since Cagalli had her moment in the episode before. It served nicely to emphasize that Athrun was just becoming his own person in comparison to Cagalli, who hit the ground running into her role of Head Representative in a chaotic period.

In the compilation below, Cagalli's words overlapped into Athrun's scene and spoke the reason for their falling out - difference in opinion. The second line of screenshots showed Cagalli & Athrun getting their shit together and though the scenes didn't portray them as a couple, it linked them together and provided the foundation for them to make healthier choices in regards to one another. And the best part was the Special Ending that tied it all together.


Why was this particular ending important? Well, take a look below:

   
 


In SEED, Kira & Fllay's relationship was the most developed and to showcase Kira & Lacus relationship, the series compensated through opening and endings. The same thing was done with the endings of Destiny. As the endings go on, we see that the first one as them being happy and intimate but slowly lose physical and eye contact. Coupled with the song choices, each scene was well executed. This was why the last ending was amazing. Great cinematography!

The episodes following this was a test of character on both Athrun's & Cagalli's part. Cagalli would always put her country first, no matter what. To be Head Representative meant more than a career for her, especially when seeing the consequences of war in the form of Shinn Asaka. Too bad they never reconciled - they'd be fun friends to be around with their impulsive ways. 

But I digress. 

Returning to the story at hand, the original four have been reunited. I admire that Cagalli made her speech on her own but kind of disappointed when that moment was interrupted by Lacus for her to have her moment. That aside, it was time to wage war against ZAFT because surprise surprise, the same conclusion was reached by ZAFT as in SEED. There were some differences with the final fighters though, the major one being that Cagalli couldn't go. 

She took responsibility as a leader should and stayed behind. The country nearly fell apart without her and it could return to that state without reliable leadership. In the scenes in which she addressed her military prior to launch, Athrun and Cagalli took a leap of faith in regards to one another, as if to compensate for the absence of understanding. 

Cagalli chose put her relationship aside with Athrun because rebuilding Orb was much more important. Although Athrun was shocked that she removed the ring, his comprehension of the situation set him aside from Kira. Athrun could understand her on an emotional level and I'm sure Cagalli knew he would. This decision was quite controversial in fandom since there was only a shallow interpretation - that Cagalli "gave" Athrun to Meyrin.

Um, I watched the original and remastered again and saw no evidence of that. What I saw was Cagalli feeling terrible that she couldn't watch over him since the last time he went to battle, he almost blew himself up. Remember? She saved him that time - and perhaps the bond she felt to him became stronger because she was able to stop someone from suicide unlike her father - but who could possibly do that this time? Lacus was obviously going to be preoccupied with the battlefront and Kira so Cagalli, despite not knowing Meyrin very well, made a request that she care for Athrun. 


Obviously, Meyrin wouldn't have any idea of what happened in the last war between the two or how close Athrun came to suicide since she only knew the Gentleman!Athrun. Tears were quite prominent in her eyes because it was time to let go of her old self.




As Cagalli walked away from Meyrin, she had a flashback of the infamous hug scene. Of course, this was huge because the only times Athrun made a move was during significant moments such as when he apologized to her for being insensitive while talking about Patrick, when they had their first kiss and now, this. Usually it was Cagalli who was more physical so it wasn't a surprise that she was shocked when he stepped forward. 

See, their hug, their first mutual expression of intimacy after all the chaos, showed that they had finally reached reconciliation, that they finally understood one another. Kira didn't have to be a middle agent anymore although he and Lacus were initially worried that Cagalli had taken off her ring. He informed them what both he and Cagalli thought, showing that in a way, they ascended the Kira x Lacus relationship. They were in-synch without needing to be near each other and the Remastered edition made this obvious after the hug. Honestly, it felt like a bit of a cop-out. 



During, Cagalli's expression was amusing since I believe she was attempting to be sensitive to his situation and feelings. She smiled at him but there was uncertainty. Would he accept her decision? The fact that he was the only one to step out to hug her was also significant. I'm not sure Cagalli's expression can be seen but she looked near tears when he hugged her and when the camera panned away, we saw that the AsuCaga fanbase (Kira, Lacus, Murrue) were content with this. The edge had a much more beautiful image of Athrun's serene expression that pulled me in more:


It really, really sucked that this hug was the last image of them together. They seem to find roles that suited them but again, it would've been great if there was a moment in the anime where Athrun had thoughts of Cagalli. Thankfully, The Edge had the chance to pace properly and included this: 



I want to end with this, one of the most significant moments of AsuCaga, in my opinion. Although Yuna was a twat, he was right in many ways. Consider the scenes from 5:38, some of which I've transcribed below. 



Everyone will eventually be upset if you, the maternal figure of this nation, continue to act like that, even if it's okay for you to be like that now. Earlier, I made a report and made a pledge at your father's tombstone. That I'll defend both Orb and Cagalli with my life.
Yuna! That's -
Although it'll be hurried, it's been decided that our wedding will take place at the same time as the signing of the treaty. After all, the citizens are rather agitated by the recent turn of events. It'll also serve to show them that we, the leaders of this country, are dedicated to working together for this country. 
But that's...wait a second, Yuna! I'm still...!
[Yuna sees Cagalli's ring] You're not a child anymore, Cagalli. I feel a little sorry for you that it's a little early but we're both Naturals and Orb will ally with the Atlantic Freedom. It was an impossible notion. You live in an entirely different world from him to begin with - he's a Coordinator.
Yuna!
There's no point in yelling at me or would you rather tell the citizens that you chose to marry him instead? 
Orb was a neutral territory, yes, but remember that in Gundam SEED, Kira kept his nature a secret. Though subtle in the beginning, it showed the audience that tension existed between Coordinators and Naturals in a peaceful nation. It's not so different from the world today.

Following the Fall of Junius Seven, people were pissed. While Cagalli & Athrun could have made an example of the racism, it could've gone the opposite way, As Yuna implied it would. Coordinators were still a threat and Yuna used this fact to manipulate Cagalli's weakness.

As much as I love Canada and its policy of inclusiveness of all religions and cultures, there are tensions among groups. All that's needed is a third party tragedy and boom, the hatred explodes, as seen with the Paris attacks in November and increased hate crimes against Muslims. Same thing with Coordinators and Naturals. Remember that genocide occurred in SEED but because it was an act of war, it was overlooked after the final war.


Remember that this show is about racism and prejudice. Yuna even included Kira, her brother, as someone she had to keep a distance from. So her decision to go through with the marriage was not one many would understand since many of us live in privileged worlds. We can definitely criticize her giving into public demand and therefore racism but in all seriousness, she was 18. There was still a lot she needed to learn despite being a war hero. It was easier for Kira and Lacus to become a union politically, Mwu and Murrue and even Shinn and Luna. But the Coordinator/Natural relationships were the ones that faced a lot of scrutiny and I don't think the creators could reconcile it easily in accordance to the C.E. universe's canon. It's a hard enough union to follow through with in our world with some groups.

That being said, though Athrun chose to fight for Orb in the last battle, there wasn't any way that he'd get a high ranking title since he proved himself untrustworthy multiple times in regards to military action. In the final Special Edition, Athrun was given the insignia of Admiral but the Remastered edition showed Athrun as a Commander, meaning that his initial position was demoted. I'm glad this happened because it meant he'd have to work his way up and have his fellow soldiers trust him again. As the Gundam wiki pointed out, him becoming a member of the Orb military meant that he must've become a citizen, showing that he was dedicated to Cagalli's cause and finally used his true identity.

I'm sure Cagalli was aware of the politics regarding Athrun and had Athrun do things the right way instead of granting him a higher rank as easily as she did for Kira. Her brother did deserve it though. I strongly believe this would have caused turbulence in the loyalty Orb's Army had towards the Attha family. She couldn't pull a "Lacus".

Now, fast forward to a time where Athrun was still Commander. In the aftermath of the war, everyone seemed to go to their respective locations. Taisetsunabara @ Tumblr translated excerpts of an Omake (so give her a thanks in a PM if you appreciate the effort!) written by the main writer which gave insights to the entire situation. 

As I mentioned in the previous part, there were tensions between Cagalli's VA & scriptwriter so it would explain why there was merely a mention of Cagalli and an absence of her presence. I disliked that but couldn't expect anything else in consideration of the situation. 

What I've learned to expect from the creators was that if left to Fukuda, he'd make it possible via different means to showcase the AsuCaga relationship, such as director's concept videos, openings and endings, etc. But if his dear Waifu had her say, then she'd push for AsuMey. 

The reason I think this is due to the fact that the Minerva crew thought Meyrin was dating Athrun, Athrun was uncomfortable about the topic but didn't outright say no, and that Meyrin is now in Orb for a promotion. It was obvious that she retained feelings for him but understood that there was still something between Athrun and Cagalli. 

While Athrun and Cagalli probably see each other more than the Omake let on, they clearly haven't reached that point where they could become a couple again. Because of the racial tensions, I don't think it'd happen for awhile. If Athrun continued to be loyal and Cagalli continued to visit the Defence Headquarters, I'm sure they'd accept their relationship after seeing their feelings were pure. It would make it easier to announce it to Orb because the military would have Cagalli's back even if the politicians didn't. Should any uprising occur, the military was there for them.

It may sound farfetched but it is politics and Cagalli now knows better.

I'm not bitter about it but stating this from an objective perspective. I'd rather have more sole Cagalli time than anything. But the reality was that she'd only be included into conversations when it came to relationships. The message I received by the end of the show was, if you're not a Coordinator, your story doesn't matter in the end. The Omake spoke to that. 

So while I'm not bitter about the relationship between AsuCaga & AsuMey not being confirmed properly, I'm bitter about the racial message that was forgotten. Gundam SEED was great for it and I loved the AsuCaga, KiraFllay, ShinnStellar & DearMiri relationships that meant much more because of the theme. If the studio ever came across this article for whatever reason, this is my request:

Please show that Cagalli is happy, even if she isn't with Athrun.

Yes, it's an anime therefore she's not real. But media is a strong force. In retrospect, I had more respect for the show after the failure that was the Naruto end, where women were relevant only as a uterus. The women in this series at least had a decent backstory and had more going on for them than their significant others. 

To me, Cagalli was as natural as they come, she represented an independent woman who had to develop her potential, not someone like Lacus who knew the right words from the get go. That to me wasn't natural. While Lacus & Cagalli were both good role models in many ways, the latter tells young girls that it's possible to be your own person and that it's okay to depend on others in times of great doubt. I don't mean to bash Lacus here but in Destiny, hers and Kira's identity were very much intermingled with one another in comparison to SEED. 

Because the series depended so much on romantic relationships, probably to appeal more to a female audience, Cagalli got the short end of the stick. I truly hope Athrun's feelings for her are legitimate and he stays with her should another Omake come into production. 

They were attracted to one another for a reason, after all. While they can't go back to that time, I'm sure they can become a reliable life partner to one another. Keep your love for this OTP strong and who knows, maybe the studio will eventually cave and give the fans a wedding or a glimpse into married life, even if to sole purpose is to make more money ;) 

And here is where I end. I want to convey my deepest gratitude to those who have stayed with me from the beginning (especially kiyuair, thank you luv!) and have encouraged me time after time. Thanks to those who have made this series of articles a success by sharing it with their fellow fans and thanks for all the feedback you've provided me. 

I'm sure many of you had some moments while shipping these two that would be considered 'catty', as one user mentioned and I'm not saint either, but the important thing is that we can look back and view this series as objectively as possible. I recently realized how much footage and moments I missed while writing this so please feel free to add your thoughts here! To wrap up, here are some icons & avatars for you with a strong Cagalli bias <3

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I'm happy to see that AsuCaga remained as the more favoured couple at the end and I hope they continue be!


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When Destiny Takes Over: Athrun x Cagalli (Part III)




Before we continue on AsuCaga’s relationship, I think it’s important to discuss the triangle this image depicts in the show. It may not be the love triangle it alludes to and it's imperative to iron out the wrinkles in this "threesome". From the picture above, it's only Meer who acknowledges another while Cagalli & Athrun are more concerned with other matters.

In the last post, we saw the Orb military's loyalty to Cagalli. She's on the right path towards attaining her position as Head Representative. Athrun, on the other hand, is in the questioning phase of his development. He thought he's lost Kira and now, his heart is with the Archangel. Durandel picks up on this and it's time to get rid of Athrun.

His escapade involves Meer & Meyrin.

Between Meyrin & Meer, I believe Meer contributed a lot to Athrun’s development whereas Athrun was a catalyst to Meyrin’s development. It'll be a Meer-heavy post but please bear with me as it will all come together in the end!




Meer Campbell attracted a lot of hate and most of it came from many AsuCaga fans, which was a shame. If someone looked deeper into her character, they would see a reflection of Athrun.



Originally, Meer was an aspiring singer who wished for a sooner than later debut. She didn’t expect to be offered a career as Lacus Clyne. Her admiration of Lacus had Meer gladly accept. In literary terms, she became a personification of a fangirl’s wishes: to become the person they idolize.  

Her dedication towards a "righteous" cause placed her in my top 5 character list. Plus, her cheerful personality in a series depicting the woes of war is much appreciated. For those who watched GSD episode 46: "Meer", you'll understand her character completely. Next to Fllay, she was one of the most realistic characters in both series. 

Durandel manipulated her desire to acquire fame in order to further his agenda. Keep in mind that it was only the Archangel crew that saw past his farce and people like Meer and Athrun were taken in by this supposed ambition for peace. 



Before anyone begins to call Meer names for her dream, remember that millions today want to be discovered for their talent so they use platforms such as Youtube, Tumblr, etc. to promote themselves. In comparison, Meer’s motivation was quite sensible.

But I’m not saying that she didn’t commit a crime. She was involved with identity theft. It does get complicated because of Durandel’s okay of the matter but at the end of the day, he is the mastermind behind this misdeed.

When Athrun met her, he was shocked yet he repressed the fact Durandel and Meer were committing their crime. Lacus wasn’t confirmed dead, merely missing. Meer wasn’t unintelligent so she knew what she was doing wasn’t right. For her, it was worth it to achieve peace.

She could do something.


When Meer sang Fields of Hope for the PLANTS, it was then that I saw her and Athrun as the same. For the sake of being useful, they subconsciously allowed Durandel to manipulate them.

Fortunately, Athrun got his final wake-up call when Meer informed him Durandel planned to assassinate him. When she refused to go with him, the audience learned how she delusional she became.


She doesn’t believe she was Meer Campbell but Lacus Clyne. Because in her point of view, Lacus wasn’t doing anything when she had a chance; it was her, Meer, who was helping the people. Therefore, she must be Lacus Clyne.

This brings up another sad fact about the entertainment industry: unattractive women have no place in it. Meer, in comparison to the other women in the show, was unattractive. To be Lacus Clyne meant a chance at success.

There was nothing left as Meer Campbell.

When she refused Athrun, I felt sorry for him but also couldn't help laughing. In a sense, he was rejected by both Cagalli and Meer because both of them chose their objective over him. At the end of the day, she helped save his life and send him on the way to Cagalli. 

Of his ‘harem’ Meer and Cagalli were the important female figures in his life. Athrun cared for both of them deeply but in different regards. Cagalli was his love interest & comrade and Meer was someone he could’ve easily become. This is why I think the opening and endings featured him and Meer often. They were very similar.





I’m not surprised at his reaction because her death was another pivotal point for him. Kira was a large influence on his thoughts in the series and Meer’s death was a hugereality check. At this point, he changed sides but he was so close to sharing her fate. Meer became a victim of war and as annoyed as Athrun was by her near the end, he didn’t want this for her.

It wasn’t right and I believe her death fueled him further to fight against injustice.

In the series, Meer was an extraordinary influence for him but there’s another lady who shouldn’t be shadowed by Meer. This redhead assisted him greatly in his escape and her name was Meyrin Hawke.




I think she got a lot of crap thrown at her as well but some fans easily forgot what she brought out in Athrun – a gentleman. It was a side that the audience hadn’t seen in a very long time. We saw him angry at various people but his gentle nature seen in Gundam SEED seemed to have nearly disappeared.

Meyrin didn’t know anyone on the Archangel and stayed near Athrun. That was bound to happen. It was this vulnerability of hers that made Athrun step up and care for her. Meyrin was definitely important to him but not as important as Meer was. I’m sorry if I offend anyone with this opinion.

Personally, I feel Meyrin’s romantic inclinations were one-sided. I was glad that Meyrin wasn’t reduced to pairing fodder though as she had a revelation of sorts when it came to fighting for the “right” side. Her conflict included her and Lunamaria being on opposing sides of the final battle.


Thanks to Meyrin & Meer, Athrun finally reunited with Cagalli & Kira, the latter who he thought dead. Kira ensured Athrun knew it was her that took care of him, crying in the entire process. No one ever wants to see a loved one in that condition, after all.






Now, an important thing to keep in mind is that there was a lot of politics involved with Cagalli’s VA and the director’s wife during filming. I’m not going to write names here. Waifu accused the VA of sleeping with her husband and it seemed as though she took out that anger on Cagalli’s character and the AsuCaga relationship.

Surely, fans understood Lacus & Kira were Waifu’s pets as they became nearly God-like with their statuses. In comparison, Cagalli got shafted and reduced to a secondary character. I feel as though the whole AsuMey thing was furthered because Waifu wanted Cagalli out as she was associated with the VA. I felt as though Cagalli's masculine side was a turn-off for many working on the show so she was pushed back. 

Yes, it was petty but I think the funniest thing of all was that AsuCaga remained the most popular pairing in the SEED/Destiny universe. Waifu had gotten constant crap thrown at her for her actions – and boy do I remember fandom reaction based on her opinions – and so the fix-ups of the AsuCaga relationship began.

I’m sure AsuMey fans would argue with me and that’s fine. Everyone will see things differently, after all.


I'm sorry this deviates from the original intention of the analysis but I felt it was important to discuss Meyrin & Meer. Their roles in the series and their relationship to Athrun affect AsuCaga indirectly. Now with all of this out of the way, we can finally discuss the development Athrun & Cagalli receive after their reunion. 

The next part will be the last and covers the return to Orb. Look forward to it!






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Akatsuki no Yona - Manga Review


Yona is the sole princess of the kingdom, living the luxurious and carefree life as a princess should. She has it all: the finest clothes and cosmetics, the most divine sweets, a loving emperor as a father, and the hottest cousin crush, Soo-won, anyone could ever hope to have. Now, if only her bodyguard, Son Hak, wasn't so annoying to her and her hair wasn't so red.

But her nearly perfect world quickly shatters as the man she loves, Soo-won, murders her father and the path to his ascension to the throne is assured. Son Hak escapes with Yona, and they lead a life on the run from that point on.
- Titania Scans
Long time, everyone! I'm happy to see visitors despite my prolonged absence. Today, I'll be reviewing Akatsuki no Yona since the anime is coming soon!

The best aspect of this manga is Yona's characterization. Her metamorphosis from a naive young girl to a mature young woman is drastic but done at a very realistic pace. Her love for Soo-won hinders her motivation and while the typical thing for a shoujo manga is to rush the process in regards to romance - Hak is a favourite of many - her feelings for Soo-won doesn't disappear so quickly. 

This affects Hak who seemed to have a crush on the girl since childhood. 

Now, Yona's quest involves finding the four dragons who wait for her and each seem to be drawn into her because they can feel their past lives' affection towards their master. As she continues her journey, she understands the terrible shape her country is in under the rule of her father.

Everyone's characterization is great but the plot was slightly weak from the get-go. Zeno, the Earth Dragon, calls her out on this. The audience is shown what's occurring on Soo-won's side, who proves to be an effective leader, assisting the regions and earning the respect of the various tribes. 

Soo-won still has some feelings for her despite everything, as seen when he shielded her from his escorts, so the question becomes: What is going to happen at the end?

Is it better to have Soo-won to continue ruling or should Yona reclaim the throne? Or will the managa-ka put these two together at the end? Yona keeps a distance from Hak because she wants to retain her royal status to some regard so will they end up together?

It's one of the few manga that depicts the emotions of betrayl and love so accurately and the characters provide humour along the way. This is definitely a reverse-harem and it's a great ride! 

I totally recommend reading before watching the anime, just so we can appreciate the feels :)

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4 Things to Avoid When Writing Fanfiction

One of my favourite characters is Ryuzaki Sakuno and since she is a minor character in Prince of Tennis, I look to fanfiction for development or romance stories. I hadn't been to fanfiction.net as a reader for awhile and decided to visit.

Well, the number of rookie mistakes I found was phenomenal! While I am not a famous fanfic writer, I have had some moderate success. That being said, here are some tips and things to completely avoid:

1. "This is my first story...I suck at summaries..."

If you admit to sucking at summaries, then what's to say the story isn't going to suck? People love good summaries so they can judge whether it is worth their time. By writing such things, you are making a decision for people. 

For me, this is such a turn off. Take the time to write either one good sentence or two brief sentences. It makes a huge difference!

2. Ensure characters are not Out of Character (OoC)

I'm sure your story will have particular situations that will need the characters behave in a way never before seen on screen. The important thing is to keep the dialogue and actions realistic.

For example, if given a very stressful situation, Atobe would not have an Eiji like, talkative session. Instead, Atobe would maul it over internally because he cares about his reputation and needs to be viewed as confident.

Little things like this make a huge difference. The only time OoC is appreciated is in the humour category. A writer's skill is shown when people can laugh or think, 'that is so like ____'.

3. Grammar

For the love of writing, please use Microsoft Word or any other writing software that has spelling and grammar check! Some stories with great potential have been ruined because writers were more concerned about getting their chapters up faster rather than checking it over twice.

Fast doesn't mean good quality.

4. Keep notes in an author's note section

One must endeavor to maintain a good flow in each chapter so readers can enjoy your stories. It is important to create the proper mood from the get go. Don't put notes in the title and, obviously, not in the content.

These are the most basic tips that can be offered. If you can avoid all 4 no-nos, then you are on your way to success! Always remember that there will be reviewers that will give their two cents if they think something is not right. 

Some can be nice and some can be downright terrible, so always try to cover your back ;)
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Sailor Moon Crystal: Episode 2 Review



As mentioned last time here, the awakening of Sailor Mercury occurs. It’s a little disheartening that each episode is released every two weeks but I suppose it makes it that much more interesting for us fans.


This episode focused on Mizuno Ami’s isolation from her peers and of course, the sadness that comes with it. There are various times where it is mentioned she doesn’t have many friends and each time, it seems she hears these opinions which further bringing her morale down.




She’s definitely popular but of course, in a way which makes people jealous of her high IQ. These initial scenes build a foundation for Usagi’s and Ami’s meeting and blossoming friendship. From the get go, Ami notices Usagi, possibly due to her bubbly nature.



We are then introduced to Queen Beryl and the new layout of her dominion is quite nice. It looks like more than a dark pit from the original and now, more of a dark castle.




Returning to the city, Luna suspects Ami is one of the scouts. They become instant friends as in the series, she is the closest to Luna. Usagi wanted to be friends with her for somewhat selfish reasons – increasing grades and learning how to study.



But then it becomes a normal friendship with a trip to the arcade. There, Ami is able to gain respect of the gamers since she does extraordinarily well in the Sailor V game, earning a ‘pen’ (her transformation talisman) and Usagi wants one too, tampering with the machine until she gets the disguise pen.



In this episode, the main conflict is with Ami’s cram school – Crystal Seminar. It is computer based so the minion is able to draw energy. She has chosen Ami as her star pupil.



Usagi and Luna catch on to Ami's strange behaviour after inviting her to an ice cream outing and rush to save her with Usagi transforming into a doctor.



Once there, Usagi gets into trouble and Sailor Mercury is awakened. Naturally, Ami's transformation scene is shorter but the amusing part was that it looked like she was figure skating. 



The significant change here is the lack of attack sequence – when the scouts attack, it is instant. That may be because there was only a few minutes left before the end, indicating the show will be focusing more on character development than on battle time since the last two fights have been quite short.


After the help of Tuxedo Mask, Usagi and Ami become good friends with Ami wanting to know more. Usagi and Luna were Ami's first friends and now she's become a much happier individual.



Then we get a glimpse of Rei. So next time, the awakening of Sailor Mars!



The first episode served as a plot set up and there is a lot of ground to cover so I can see why (in comparison to Sword Art Online II, where the plot is really picking up after episode 3). The rest of the episodes to come indicate that they will focus on the characters themselves since we now know the mission, some of the baddies, etc.

With this episode, I felt the bond Usagi and Ami have and why Ami would be inclined to serve her once she awakens as the Princess – Usagi was the first to speak with her, breaking the barriers of Ami’s isolation.

Now I’m looking forward to seeing Rei’s characterization – will they keep the manga character or will they stick with the previous anime version?


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Sailor Moon Crystal: Episode 1 Review



The long awaited Sailor Moon Crystal finally made its appearance last week and boy, was I happy to see it!

There are many who have been pulling every single aspect of the show apart but I am among those who is appreciating the show for what it is.

That being said, the following review will be a bit biased since I liked the first episode that much ;)

The episode begins with beautiful shots of the galaxy as the camera comes closer and closer to Earth. The music is something I felt was overdone but eventually, we come to Earth.



Then, mostly the outline of a princess and her prince is shown but we all know who they are. 



Cue the opening sequence, which I was incredibly pleased with. It did all the characters justice with some added scenes of Usagi and Mamoru. It was definitely more upbeat and interactive like many of the anime openings of this generation.





At this point, Usagi wakes and realizes she’s late. We don’t see her face until she meets Luna. Before that, she interacts with her mother, who has undergone design changes as well.



Personally, it seems that she looks much more like Usagi than the previous series. Her anger seems to be much more subdued in comparison to the previous, where it was completely exaggerated. It is still amusing when Usagi is kicked out of the house.

Naturally, after Usagi and Luna meet, the plot moves forward.



After they part, we are introduced to Usgai’s classmates and her opinion of each. Another character to undergo significant design changes is Haruna-sensei. Her signature suit is intact though albeit not as bright!



When Jadeite is introduced, the show took on a dark turn that the previous didn’t really offer as it was full of comedy. It’s at this point that I thought very highly of the show. Previously when the baddies came, it usually was combined with comedic stunts with a touch of malice. 


Now, whether it’s due to the toned down comedy, the dark colour palette or the music reminiscent of Diabolik Lovers, the show so far does justice to the evils occurring on Earth, which the scouts are needed for.





The main conflict in this episode is the baddie taking over Naru's mother's jewelry shop in order to retrieve energy from them. This is under the orders of Jadeite.




After Usagi leaves, she bumps into Mamoru. When I watched the show at a younger age, the romance between these two specifically didn’t appeal to me in any way. I thought it was overplayed.

However, with this installment, the subtle hints and dream sequences are better played out. Usagi isn’t, yet anyway, drooling all over him with the hearts in her eyes. It suits my preferences. 


Then came time for her to help her friends. Now, her transformation scene is something I wasn’t fond of and is the aspect that I liked better in the previous series. In this one, they used 3D effects and really showcased the spaghetti-fication of the characters.



As expected, when the battle comes, Usagi freaks out and begins crying. 



Tuxedo Mask, not super impressed, guides her and her crush is formed. Near the end, while everyone talks about the new heroine, we see Ami walking away from the building.



Guess who’s going to awaken next?

Overall, I felt this episode met expectations with all of the hype. The characters actually look their age, the animation is much more fluid and the colour palette is great. Pacing was done well and covered enough ground to set up for the rest of the episodes. I also love the minute details that make the overall difference - Usagi's hair strands, facial expressions, etc. It's not as exaggerated but showcases some major talent on the animator's part as the emotions are conveyed.

The only major concern I had was of the relationship between Naru and Nephrite's relationship, which was my favourite. I truly hope it stays in the picture because it was so sweet.

That's it for now, until next time!


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